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The joints of my knuckles ache from the cold without your fingers filing the gaps between mine
Snow has fallen for the first time in a decade and I am a summer child
The leaves are dead here, and the roots are starting to show
Though it is winter, Christmas is not coming
You always told me December was a capitalist myth, but never that you carried that tale with you
Outside, I find myself transfixed with my own reflection in the icicles dangling off the side of my house
They were water, too, once
Were they the ocean held in the hue of your iris? Or were they the tears that fell into your empty stocking?
The memory of liquid echoes in their crystalline points, forever lost to January